I wanna hold your hand ...

There was a time when he was begging for those hands. He was singing, "I wanna hold you hand..." the famous beatles lines :) ... everything was looking good to him... he was feeling like he can conquer this hard world if he get those hands in his hand. Those hands will give him power, those hands will give him strength, those hands will motivate him to fight all the hurdles of his life. He was praying for them, he was begging for them, God smiled over his effort and sent those hands towards him. When he saw them coming to hold him, he got scared, he felt nervous, he doubted his capabilities, he started re-evaluating himself and he felt that he is not the right and capable person to held them (who was that bullshit inside him!!!!)...He started running to hide himself... he found himself unable to fight the storm which would have been caused after holding these hands, then someday from somewhere a weak ray of hope has risen inside his heart which is again motivating him badly to hold those hands, which is whispering in his ear that he is the right choice and God himself had made that choice and he is nothing to deny that fact. He is not confused but determined and want to solve the situation practically rather than absolute ideal way..(which he used to believe as a "Lose-Lose situation" not "Win-win situation"!!).. he knows that it will break hearts for a little time-period but that is the type of examination which he has to passthrough because only God knows the result of efforts, it cant be predicted and over-confident egg always get smashed after hitting the hard surface. All he need is patience and trust, because true lovers never cheat and True Love never dies.
and he believes that...."Love doesn't mean to get mingle from single but Love is a sweet feeling of a most special person in your life, Love is a smell inside your heart which only you can smell and feel pleased, nobody can see it and nobody else can smell it, Love never mean to drop that ocean of tears from the Lover's eyes..."